I have just listened to a teleseminar by Baeth Davis and Fabienne Fredericks (The Hand Analysis and Client Attraction Queens) that has really hit home for me.
Even as I write this, a lump is rising in my throat and I want to cry. I am a Happiness and Prosperity Coach. I’ve trained in coaching, various energy healing techniques, many spiritual therapies, psychic awareness and so much more.
When I work with my clients good things happen for them. When I give them the tools to change their lives, they take it and they run with it. Yet I cannot seem to do the same for myself. I have learnt all about manifesting and I see my clients manifesting but I can barely manifest for myself. I know all about the Law of Attraction and I see so many others having success with it, including those I have taught, but I never seem to attract the things that I want. I want more, I need more and I know that I deserve more.
Having done so much spiritual and energy work I know all about unconscious beliefs, energy blocks, self-sabotage, spirit attachments, geopathic stress and much more. But what I learnt today, what I’ve known in my heart all along but have never addressed, is my deep-rooted habit of playing small.
I can be quite shy and I spent many years of my life trying to be invisible. Now I have a business and I want to serve others, yet it is not really happening. Why? I have the opportunity to step into my power in a big way, yet this fear of stepping into the limelight is tripping me up. It’s holding me back. I am already an expert at what I do, at this my life’s work, but no-ones knows it because I am too nervous to let everyone know what I do.
Facing up to this has been hard for me and even now I want to shrink at what I know I need to do. But, ‘Feel the fear and do it anyway’…words I am only now taking to heart. I have to be seen, get known, be judged and meet the Universe’s expectations of me. I have to step into my Power.
So world…watch this space.
